hollyhox19

It doesn't matter what you said, its that in which you didnt, as if we're back right at the start, when things could be kept hidden, i can't explain these things to you, or the way they keep me guessing, i can't even explain them to myself, much less the cause of my obsessing, we're never quite as tough, as we'd have ourselves believe, and things are never quite as good, as others make them seem, if only this could bother me, as little as it bothers you, it never matters what comes next, so far from the truth, these feelings that just pileup, they need to be expressed, don't mind my lack of tact, when i let loose of all the stress,

You'd think this would be easy, if you thought you really knew me, but i'm a hypocrit in hiding, shouting out a plea, hopelessly running while clinging to all that i've found, the one thing that keeps me sane, keeps me firmly on the ground, and incase you hadn't noticed, I can't stop these thoughts from pouring, as they're running down my face, I can no longer keep ignoring, promises i'd love to make, but can't help picture if they break, do you know what this is doing to me, or what i've put at stake, my heart is on a silver platter, my everything as a side, but all that I can think of, is how much longer can I hide, tommorow alwa

There's certain things i've come to learn, and those i've plain forgot, there are plenty things we'll always crave, but for which exactly will be fought, as it has been previously stated, some things are better left unsaid, some words are wiser never spoken, and even more so left for dead, most of us consider the effects, and every angle of reponse, but there are those who lack a thought, and live with that which haunts, our lives are filled with chapters, with certain sections left for dust, no matter how you try, they'll never dissapear, all that does is trust, you'll never know just where decisions will lead, and that's a golden ru

Bare with me as i lack the words, as hesitation holds me down, im still grasping for my barings, still too stunned to make a sound, but don't mistake it for surprise, i somewhat knew it all along, an obligation at best, a perfect match so perfectly wrong, im sorry for mistakes ive made, but we knew there would be more, i never expressed that i was perfect, you made the choice to just ignore, im weak in a sense you can't understand, trust me 'cause i've tried, comprehension fails me, as i look back at how i've lied, but it seems we've reached a stalemate, you're not so truthful either, here and there you let it slip, thinking none the

Where shall i hide, when all my safety has been stripped, how can i run, when everytime i try, i'm tripped, these streets which reek of death, running through this town, running through my veins towards a heart without a sound, a fear that fills the air, towards a life which lacks just that, bullet ridden houses, piercing dreams till they fall flat, in a life where all is weapons, hate is all that's ever seen, silence is what's spoken, to the few and far between, empty hearts and greedy hands are all which seem to occupy, it's the only way to live, in this struggle to survive, past and present burning fast, everywhere i turn, no ro

Out of the darkness, spills a little hidden topic, the one in which you packed way, closed the lid and locked it, but sooner or later the past will surface, ghosts don't go away, whether or not you're ready for this, the inevitable never fades, moments which we turn from, only grow the more we run, trouble only escalades the more that this is spun, quick fixes never last, they're just the shotty work of fear, and everytime you turn your back, bad judgements all you hear, soon enough it's bound to break, this clasp of isolation, holding all you never could, your every hesitation, this spotlight's comming down and its proving rather b